Xander had been there, He'd fetched and carried , Rocked away the endless nightmares, been the dependable fiancée always at her aid . She recovered , slowly , painfully but she did recover . Then she packed her bags , gave her apologies (it was too much , she had to leave so she could find out how to live ...she loved me ...but she couldn't give me what I wanted ).You know...the usual.

Xander caved in on himself , he lost his job , Construction ...it had been almost ironic when his world was collapsing . He boarded a coach to Los Angeles and ended up at Angel's front door. Angel could never refuse a Scooby in need , he was putty in the boys hands. Xander refused help but excepted the offer of a room . Angel was eventually driven to call Giles for assistance.

Angels childe arrived , he had actually volunteered , if there was anyone qualified enough to shake Xander out of his funk , it would be him . He missed droopy boy and his witticisms and was willing to face his sire to get him back to Sunnydale where he belonged.

Spike gazed up at his sires digs , a low whistle , he was impressed , this was indeed worthy of Angelus . So even soulboy had some remnants of the demon Angelus's flair for the overly dramatic. Stepping into the foyer was quite surreal. Memories of the past ghosted through him , dining on the bride and groom in their honeymoon suite , the pleading and the sobbing as they devoured them .A clash of fangs as they tasted that sweet blood in each others mouth ,a blur of shredded clothing as they ran shrieking , naked into the hallway...draining all who were foolish enough to open their doors.

Sighing , Spike sauntered up to the main door and knocked .

Ten minutes went by and he was getting rather pissed off . When he felt from behind him the unmistakable presence of his sire . The voice sounded exhausted but there was still a threatening note in his tone .

" Spike , what are you doing here because I'm really not into the torture thing tonight "

He gave his sire an ice cold smirk. Withdrew a cigarette and lighter out his duster , cupping his hand to the dying flame he lit the last cigarette he had left , deeply inhaled , closing his eyes briefly as he savoured that first hit and then blew the smoke into Angel's face.

" Always a pleasure to see you too, do I need an excuse to visit family? "

Angel didn't even blink as his childe exhaled the smoke into his eyes , he was tired , really too tired to care why Spike was outside his home. He was annoyed though and ready kick his butt .

Spike noticed Angels expression and knew darn well that his sire wouldn't put up much more from him. Shrugging he got down to business.

" I've come to get the whelp.... bring him back to Sunnydale with me "

Angel looked disbelieving at him as he fetched his keys from his pocket and opened the door .

" Come in Spike " Angel through over his shoulder " and shut the door behind you "

Spike did as he was told , stomping in behind his sire , as he followed him into the main office .

Angel flicked on the main lights as he strode over to a leather armchair , tossing his coat on his desk as he landed with a contented sigh into the weathered folds of his favourite chair . Reaching over to haul the phone into his lap he dialled the number and waited for an answer. He took in Spikes defensive stance and sighed heavily , waving his arm at him indicating that his childe sit down .

" Good Evening , Giles Magic Emporium , may I assist you? " said the voice at the other end of the phone.

Spike relaxed into the leather couch , closed his eyes and let the sounds of Angel and Giles's discussion of why he was there of all people to pick up Xander ....wash over him. He was bone tired and hungry ....he could of so easily just curled up and slept on this comfy couch. Angels agitated voice came and invaded his sleep laden mind , shaking himself as he stared up into Angel's face.

" Well .... I'll show you to his room , i wish you luck though because he's completely withdrawn and probably won't even acknowledge you "

Spike smiled up at Angel "

" Yeah.... well we'll see about that mate , no one pisses him off quite like me , I'll get a reaction out of him"

Angel had to agree , Spike certainly had a talent for annoying the hell out of everyone . Walking toward a set of elevators , he stepped in , quickly followed by a silent Spike. They rode up to the 12th floor neither of them uttering a word . Angel pointed to the second door on the right . Raising an eyebrow at Spike he smirked , pressed the button for the basement level and left his childe outside Xander's door.

Spike knocked on the door . No answer. Knocking more firmly . The door flew open the sheer force making him take a step backwards into the hallway. In the doorway stood a sleep dishevelled Xander . Dressed in a pair of black satin boxers . Blinking owlishly at him.

" Spike ? Wwwhat are you doing here? " stepping back he waved him into his room . Spike moved over the threshold . The vampire took in the various candles lit all over the room , clothes and books strewn all over the floor , a large bed swathed in plush emerald green satin. Eyebrows arching he turns towards Xander laughing .

" What happened ...spend some time with the Irish powder puff and you end up adopting his style of decorating ...not that I'm complaining , cos this is darn sight better than..... "

His words trailed away to nothing as Xander slid up to him , invading his precious personal space just a little . Reaching up his hands till his fingers lightly touched Spikes forearms.

" I've had time to think while I've been here .... moping and feeling very sorry for myself ....and well I've decided I'm just going to take what I want from now on "

Xander curled his fingers around both of Spikes arms and shoved him over to his bed. Spike was so taken by surprise he didn't have time to react to these new developments .The backs of his knees crashed into the corner of the bed and he ended up sprawled on his back amongst the softest sheets ever. He was so knackered and the beds heavenly sleekness was calling to him if it hadn't been for a human boy climbing up his body he would have been listening .

Xander prowled forward over Spikes prone body , deliberately rubbing the palms of his hands up Spikes thigh. Xander ended up on all fours directly above the vampire. Bending his head forward he stopped mere inches from Spikes open-mouthed wide-eyed stare. The vampires shock was replaced with mild irritation as he placed a hand against Xander's chest and proceeded to push the boy away from him.

'' Oh that was very funny , not very smart to tease a master vampire , chip or no chip ...but I'll give you points for your originality...that has to be the first time I've ever been propositioned by a human that knew what I was "

Xander leaned down and whispered in Spikes ear " oh but i wasn't teasing ".... and he trailed a wet tongue down the vampires neck , nibbling softly on the skin where neck met broad shoulders , one last bite and his head was hovering over Spike once more. Noticing the vampire had been rendered speechless ....he smiled seductively and bent to nip the tip of his nose and continued to slither up Spikes body.

Spike had never been so astounded in all his un life ....it was a new experience for him . He'd been so tired when he arrived , facing his sire and all.. but this was like cold water on his senses . It was one thing to have Xander , the slayers bumbling white night... hot for his vampire ass , but , it was another to find himself panting to the very thought of fucking this boy into next week.

Spikes brain had stopped working when Xander had pressed his body to his , warm silky skin was pressed into his face ....the scent of Xander slowly driving him insane , he had to taste that golden skin that was tickling the tiny hairs above his lip. The flat of his tongue glided down Xander's torso , swirling into the hole of his bellybutton to lick and to bite alternately at the edges in a steady rhythm towards a thin line of dark hair disappearing under black satin.

Xander's was finding it very difficult to tell his brain to keep moving when all he could do was writhe against that cool tongue , sighs of intense pleasure mixed with soft breathy moans , punctuated with gasps and all this to the chorus of continuous panting.

Spike noticed Xander had stopped . He wanted more ....his thoughts were drenched in that smell ......Arousal...... he was desperate for it ....... Gripping Xander by the hips he lifted him up , suspended above him he drew him down on top of him again . Spikes mouth in direct contact with a black satin covered hard on . Cold fire met searing heat and they both screamed arching off the bed .

Xander quickly scrambled over Spike , stumbling off the bed as he backed into the wall . This was crazy ....he'd lost his nerve. Confronted with an extremely turned on vampire ....which was exactly what he'd wanted ..... but now .... all the cleverly designed seductions he had played out in his head just seemed stupid when he was actually facing the creature of his desires.

Spike rolled over , frustrated that the boy who had set his legs to jelly (thank god he'd been lying down) was now looking at him in utter terror.

" What's wrong Pet ... we were moving along so nicely "

Xander stood there , the last few minutes ran through his mind . What was he doing ? Spike hadn't pushed him away , hell no he'd participated eagerly .... Xan had felt the evidence of the vampires passion against his leg , that was proof ......that was all he needed. Pushing off the wall he smiled innocently at his soon to be lover . As he inched towards the bed , he reached for a candle ....bringing it with him as he stopped just short of the bed ...he issued one command " ...Strip.... ".

Spike scrambled to obey .....so happy that Xander had gotten over what doubt he'd seen flicker across the boys face. Adding his clothes to Xander's strewn clothing he resettled on the bed .

Xander watched Spike shed his duster , blood red shirt, tight black t-shirt was drawn up over muscles that coiled as the material was bunched up over his head ..... Xander followed the movement as it fluttered to the floor .... his eyes flitted back to settle heavily on ivory skin which he was itching to touch. Spikes pupils were dilated , his irises flecked with gold ...the sight of Spike struggling to hold on to his human face sent him onto the bed , straddling Spikes hips he sat down on his stomach. Spikes eyes pleaded with him . Xander nodded and Spike let his face change to the demon as he roared , arching his back ...Xander rode the violent wave of tremors that shook Spikes body to the core. Calming.... Spike once again settled into the satin covers his demon face remained as tiny shivers continued to pulse around his body .

Xander leaned forward and brown eyes peered into golden . Xander grinned as he reached out a finger to stroke the ridges on his forehead . Spikes eyes closed and he brought his head off the bed to acquire more of that heated caress. His forehead collided with Xander's nose " ouch "

........... " oh god I'm so sorry " ........ " I'll live " ....... "unlike myself "....followed by gales of laughter from both of them.

The tension had been broken only to return full force when Xander let the candle tip slightly ...a stream of hot wax cascaded onto Spikes chest .....the pain and ecstasy mixed , shooting him off the bed , twisting he grabbed Xander around the middle , wrestling with him and growling dangerously in his ear as the candle smashed into the head board. Spike preened triumphantly when without much effort he had changed positions on the boy.

Xander's front was caressed by the cool satin of his sheets while a writhing, whimpering blonde menace covered his back sending all his nerve endings raging with an unquenchable fire.

Spike leaned forward over Xander's back , bending he took the top of Xan's boxers in his mouth firmly, biting down on the material he dragged them down over his hips ....letting go momentarily to suck on that protruding hipbone that was just tempting him mercilessly. Xander's soft pleas for more filled the air as he tried to get some much desired friction against his aching cock. Spike yanked his boxers down and off his legs , dropping them to the floor where they were engulfed into shadow .

Xander froze wondering what Spike would do next. There was no going back now .He held his breath and waited . He didn't have to wait for long ..... cool air was being blown on his naked butt ..... then Spike licked each heated cheek and blew against them again. A shiver rocked Xander's body sending him bucking his hips into satin for that much needed friction once again .

Then the room rang with the sound of Spike smacking Xander across his ass. Xander gasped in surprise as his cock twitched and hardened impossibly so.

.......Spike smacked the back of his hand again , against that enticing mound of perfectly white skin.

Xander arched his head back and howled as he came hard and wet against the sheets and himself....burying his face in cool satin as he tried to control his emotions .... Spikes hands were stretching his legs apart and a finger was slowly entering him , Xander's heart beat increased as that finger explored velvety warm walls of flesh inside of him .

Spike wanted so much to push hard into that welcoming heat ...but he just couldn't do that to Xan ..so he let his mind slowly sink into that warmth .... he glided the pads of his fingers against those resisting walls ....closed his eyes , listening for any trace of discomfort from the gorgeous boy who was rendered breathless under his ministrations. He added another finger bending them slightly to touch Xander's prostrate ..... Xan's legs twitched as his whole body crumbled in a tidal wave of another shattering orgasm. Spike couldn't have been more pleased with Xander's reaction to even the smallest caress . It excited him so much that he was again wanted and desired after so much rejection....he couldn't stop beaming as he let his fingers slide out of Xander even as his lover started to eagerly push back against his questing fingers.

Xander was flipped over onto his back. He stared alluringly up at Spike his cock proudly poking into his stomach , he stretched invitingly as Spike gazed in ravenous hunger at the boy spread out under him. His eyes never wavered from Xander's as he reached down to undo buttons with a shaky hand ....Xander started to get up to help but Spike quickly pushed him back to the bed and growled at him . Peeling tight jeans down his legs he let them slip on to the floor . He watched as the boys eyes flickered to his jutting cock , the tip of Xander's tongue came out to lick his bottom lip as he drew it in his mouth to smile up at Spike coquettishly. Spike moaned deeply at this display of playful innocence before him.

Spikes closed his eyes so that he could regain his control.... slipping his fingers over the edge of the bed he dipped his fingers into the pocket of his duster , encountering what he was looking for , he coated his fingers . He gripped his own cock firmly in one hand lathering up his cock . He let go of his too hard penis .... taking a deep breath he straddled Xander's body ....grabbing Xan's legs firmly he slid his greasy hands up his lovers legs and hooked them behind his neck....lifting Xander till his cock pushed up against crack between Xander's butt ....breathing deeply he guided his thick cock to Xander's hole , small thrusts , muscles squeezed him as Xander tensed against his entering him. Leaning forward his nails scratching desperately into the sheets on either side of Xander's head ....

Spike whispers breathlessly against Xander's lips " Relax... Xan ....pet.... Let me in luv '' .

His tongue skims across warm lips ....pushing his way between blood red lips to suck and bite at them tantalizingly. Xander's tongue touched Spikes and they entwined and melted into each other , gasps and moans as they lost each other in the taste enveloping them both. Lips were nibbled and savoured as each tried to devour the other.

While Xander relaxed into the kiss Spike thrust into him ..... slow ..... Spikes teasing was sending Xander panting and grunting to the edge of insanity. Using his hips to make Spike plunge deeper into him , nailing his prostrate with every frenzied push .... they both started screaming in unison ....words some intelligent slipped out ..... " yes.... oh god yes..... shit ...... moreeeee .......harder....... but mainly litany of animal sounds and sighs of rapture permeated the air.

Spike was closing his eyes against the building passion as his face morphed into that of the demon , his lust addled brain wanted to claim Xander but the chip would never let that happen . Xander was spiralling out of control .... " Spikkkeeee oh god please bite me .....i want you to pleaseeeeeee ? "

Wide eyed he groaned " Pet I can't ...the chip remember " . Xander pouted " Try...pleeaassseee ....i'm going to come ...i want you to bite me... i want it so ....the chip just can't go off " ....

Spike leaned over Xanders neck .... he could feel his balls tightening ....he was ......going to............ CCCccccccccooooommmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His fangs lightly pierced Xander's jugular ....nothing....no buzzing in his brain ...grinning he leaned in more , easing his fangs into the skin that was parting under him ....sweet blood flooded into his mouth , he swallowed and came again deep inside Xander's ass as his mate squeezed his cock with his own release. An ear shattering.... Roar .... Spikes strength gave out on him , falling onto his lover . All the wind was knocked out of Xander momentarily as his vampire lovers weight pressed him heavily into the bed , it wasn't helping that a blissfully satisfied vamp was still lapping at the wounds on his neck ....sending all new tendrils of lust waking up his cock once again.

Spike reluctantly licked at the mark he'd made ... the taste of Xander enveloped all his senses. Human blood ....it had been so long , but he didn't want to hurt this boy ...so he fought against the demon within him for supremacy and won ...for now .....pulling the boy to him as he spooned his back .....closing his eyes and wanting to sleep forever with this warm body wrapped in his arms.

"Ummmm Spike ...its not like I'm real familiar with how sex between two men is ....but I was kinda expecting a lot of pain .....and don't ....well ..you use some kind of lubricant .... cos its weird i know but sometimes i swear i could smell melting butter while we were ...umm having sex. "

Spike turns to a sheepish looking Xander ....reaches over the side of the bed, fingers slipping into his duster pocket and bringing out a package. Xander props himself up on his elbows and peers at what Spike has in his hand. It was a tiny travel package of super spreadable softened butter .

Xander turned blinking at Spike " Spikkkkkkkee!! ......'' but the rest of what he might have said was cut off as Spike placed a finger against his lips.

" What pet .... its not like I was planning to come here and shag you into the mattress..... no that was all your idea.... not that it wasn't a bloody good idea ..... but now its time to sleep mate , don't know about you but I'm buggered " He smirked at Xander and cuddled back into him ...yawning ...he snuggled closer and promptly fell asleep.

..............THE END................